My Journal

Monday, September 11, 2023

In Remembrance of 9/11

It was on this day, 22 years ago, that America fell. The destruction and death toll was devastating to America. So many people lost their lives, along with so much destruction. This message is in remembrance of that day, 22 years ago, and the many people that lost their lives just so that "you know who" can start a war.

Stephen

Monday, August 28, 2023

End Procrastination

Yes! I finally had the energy and ambition to take out the trash, and recycle the plastic, and wash my clothes at the laundromat. And so, now, all the trash cans are empty, the recycling container is empty, and all of my clothes are clean and put away.

And now, I'm just sitting here in my desk chair, listening to my upstairs neighbor making noise and just not giving a shit at all about his downstairs neighbor. Him and his fucked up son, just run around the upstairs and make noise like they're out of fucking gymnasium or something.

But that is the status quo. And soon, within just a few months, I'm going to be rid of that inconsiderate piece of shit that lives upstairs. Yes, I will have another place to live. Provided of course, that I can save enough money. I need to stop giving Sarah money. I need to cut back on my expenses here.

I need to resist buying a shotgun, and blasting the fuck out of the people upstairs. As they continue to make noise, walk around, creaking floorboards, and just being a fucking nuisance at every chance they get. Just know that soon, you will be able to move on to another place.

Another place that does not have an upstairs neighbor that doesn't give a shit about anyone but themselves. Just know, that soon you will be rid of this ridiculous fucking company that wants to charge you $750 a month just to live in the same shit hole. 

Fuck! I can hear the upstairs neighbors walking around right now. They don't give a fuck about anyone. Creaking floorboards, walking hard. And just not giving a shit about anyone but themselves. That's the way it has been for years. And I'm not going to live with it anymore.

I cannot take a stand. Because there is nothing I can do. Apparently, they have every fucking right to make as much fucking noise as they want to upstairs. And I cannot do anything about it. They rule the fucking world, apparently. 🙄

Stephen

Wednesday, August 23, 2023

Hump Day

Wednesday morning, 8:00 a.m. . I'm waiting to get loaded for Jonathan going to forkland. It should be an interesting day. A long drive for sure. I get paid tonight. I'm curious to see how big the paycheck is going to be. I'm not getting enough sleep. I'm staying up too late, studying for an online business. But, it should pay off once I get the ball rolling and get it started.

Try harder to get it started and get the ball rolling. I admit I'm eager to see how it turns out. But I am procrastinating getting it started. I think it's because of all the failed attempts in the past. Take your own advice and never give up. Stop screwing around playing games and watching videos and get started.

Social

Monday, August 21, 2023

Typical Monday Morning

August 21st 2023 11:00 a.m. 

Yes, it is a typical Monday morning. I am at work. The truck is loaded with hot asphalt and I am working locally today. Just outside of Moundville, in the Big Sandy district. The road that we are paving is called Sandy Ridge. I would like to say that I did not get nearly as much done over the weekend as I thought I would. I did get a few things done, but it was mostly procrastination the whole time.

It's time to get other things done. Make a truck payment. Clean the bedroom. Clean the kitchen. Get some other things started online. Document your progress with notes. Plan, organize, and take action. It's too early to think about moving boxes and moving in general. Your birthday is going to come sooner than that. You can start planning what you're going to do for your birthday. Probably nothing. But think positive anyway.

Go over your notes on Clipto. Also, choose your favorite note taking apps and ditch the rest. It's just too much clutter. And your notes are spread out too thin. Get better organized by choosing your favorite no taking apps. Preferably down to one. I know it's going to be hard to choose, but I must simplify.

Stephen

Thursday, August 3, 2023

Getting It All Figured Out

For a very long time, I have been trying to come up with a legitimate and legal way to earn money online. A system that does not take a lot of time to set up and do. After all, I do have a full-time job to maintain. Well, after a lot of research and planning, I have finally come up with a system for legitimately and legally earning money online. And not just a little bit. With a little bit more research and planning, I will be able to earn enough money from an online system, that I can finally make plans for an early retirement.

Research, plan, take action. That's my motto. That's what I do. And I have been doing it for a long time. And, I am finally starting to figure it all out. I have been tricked and scammed by people who just want to trick you into giving your money to them. I never did it. I've seen the scam coming a mile away. But it's still wasted my time and threw me off my research and planning. But, I get back on track very quickly. But it is still a waste of my time. But all I can do is just keep on moving forward and persevering until I succeed and come out on top.

My full-time job is the biggest issue. But, for right now, I need it to pay my bills. Many people know that life isn't easy. And for those that do think life is easy, were born with a silver spoon in their mouth. Life is hard. Very hard! Everything takes money, because people are so incredibly greedy. It has been proven, time and time again, that people do NOT care how much of a bad situation you are in. They only care about the money in their pockets, and making more of it.

I am thankful for my job. I am thankful for what I have. I am thankful for the resources that are available to me. I am thankful for many things. And I am especially thankful for the knowledge that I have learned from doing my planning and research. All I need to do now, is continue planning and doing research, to build and create a successful online system for earning money. And begin my early retirement.

Stephen